So, I woke up today all rested and feeling a little froggy, ya know...same ole me usually. AND, before I can even fully open my peepers, I open up my phone and am greeted by some nasty texts, which are very hostile and passive aggressive, by the way...from the roomie. Yeahhhh, good times! So, I am apparently responsible for her issues in every situation and for whatever way she decides to spin it...so that's that. I have decisions to make on that one. THEN, I see some other comments on "the board" made by a man who I just really want to like me. He and I started off on the wrong foot...and that mistake has cost me a lot of negative attention by him over the years. So, I can see that. I deserved it...for awhile. But, it's been years...okay...years. So, I had an opportunity to interact with him on a level outside of the hobby...and was SHOCKED at his reception of me...and thrilled. It made my day! It's one of those things where I "shouldn't" care about what someone says or does...and I tried that for awhile...but I did. It started off because I wanted him to lay off of me publicly but then grew to where I felt hurt because I was hearing about him from a lot of my friends and knew that if he would just meet me, he would change his mind. Well, I don't know exactly how I did it...and I am so sincerely confused...but I apparently flaked on him somehow again??!! So, he is after me again publicly...and it sucks. After those two, I ended up crying like a little baby this morning. But, then I saw a regular client who cheered me up. Between he and my awesome SO/best friend, I felt better. I really appreciate true friends. My SO knows how much I love and appreciate him, especially when I need reminding that I am a good person with a big heart. :)
So, on that note, I think that the grouchy people need hugs in spite of their respective behaviors/attitudes. I have decided to let them know that I am open all week for hugs...really...just let me know when you're ready and I am all arms! Yep, I am! ;)
Happy Thursday! I haven't worked in the past week or so but am back in the saddle. I will be available all day today until later tonight. I'll be available all day tomorrow and probably until late tomorrow night...depends upon my personal life. On Saturday, I will most likely be available between noon and 6pm or so. I have a personal life once again so my schedule will be more of a "schedule", for whatever that's worth. ;)
Have a great day! Come get your hug today...or whenever...I'm here for you...whether you like it or not...lol. Oh, and I hope you feel better, E...sending you hugs every day anyway, my friend!
Sarah
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