I don't know what to say exactly...or how much to say...but I just want to say goodbye to those of you who actually take the time to check out my blog every so often. I am going to close down my website in a couple of weeks and really wanted to do it right now but feel like I want to at least say goodbye. I will be seeing a
select few of my regular clients only for a short while and am finally
retiring.
I am tired.... I think that there are many people out there who are so cruel...and they have their own issues and reasons for doing so but when it affects me and hurts me, I can choose to remove myself from that environment. I am not where I want to be in life. I haven't been where I want to be in life for a long time now. I have put myself out there, I suppose, so can't whine when I get stepped on or someone hurts my feelings. But, the changes need to start with ME and how I treat myself...and I deserve better. I am the only one who can make those changes and don't know why I have chosen to stay "stuck" in my life for this long but I don't want to procrastinate any longer. I am strong and have always managed to take care of myself...in fact, I did a much better job of that BEFORE I started working in this industry. So, I think that everything happens for a reason and there has to be some purpose for things that happen to us during our lifetime...but we also need to be the one in control of our lives and how we choose to spend our time and with whom we choose to spend it. I lost sight of that somewhere along the way....
So, I am jumping back in the driver's seat and am going to treat myself better and take care of my body, mind, and soul...and it starts here.
Goodbye!
Sarah
**After reading the comments and receiving your texts and emails, I wanted to add that I have not yet set a specific date as I do not know at this point. I WILL say that it will be by the end of August most likely...if not sooner...so I'll be around a little longer, Monkey Lover, Johnny Knoxville (yes, I can still see you), etc. I was going to take the site down when the domain name expires in about 3-4 weeks but my regulars know where to find me after that!**
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