Well, still not really sure what a "blog" is all about but am obviously making it what I want it to be. I went to a social event in SA last night...left okay and out of the "limelight" so to speak, but all in all, had a good time. I met some really interesting people, however, and always enjoy doing that. The problem was that when I was returning to Austin later to keep a previously-scheduled session, I ended up missing the appt. that I should have kept with this out-of-town visitor. I will attempt to call him and/or email him today to see if there's any hope of a "second chance".
On the flip side of things, I am seriously considering retiring by the end of this month. Until I decide on a definite date and time, I will let you know about this. It's a tricky story but I became great friends with a wonderful guy a couple of years ago...before I even began this "job"...and then one thing led to another...we have dated off and on for over a year or so now, and he has tried to accept what I do, which is VERY difficult. I JUST found out last night, however, (in the most humiliating of all ways), that he has been seeing someone who he supposedly "doesn't even care about" because he chooses not wait on me to stop working! But, he has been LYING to me for at least a month now. THAT is the part that hurts the most...and the fact that he has been my "rock". But, he also has some means of helping me to get out of this "job" and just refuses to do so. At one point, very recently, he was even discussing living together and eventually getting married. I am heart-broken...probably should and will discuss this in GT, but any suggestions of advice would be most appreciated before I feel forced to retire because of my deep love for him...even though I can't see how he could have ever really cared that much in the first place?! Any suggestions??
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