So, I haven't been working lately as I had a "friend" who wanted to help support me financially "out of the goodness of his heart" because he saw "so much potential in me as a person" and had "plenty of money" to do so...... I accepted his help, of course, and eventually DID try to rely upon his financial help only (I'm not stupid!) and actually TRUST him...and then came the "rules". I even tried to adhere to his fucking "rules" and hated myself along the way for "selling out". So, it turns out that this guy is "in love" with me (had THREE fucking "dates" so WTF???) and after he THINKS he has eliminated EVERY damn person that is close to me....EVEN the ex...who needs to be but to actually think that those feelings just go away like that...lol...okay...... So, he thinks he has eliminated everyone around me and even said on SEVERAL occasions that he "is the only one there for me and will always be just him", I start thinking about several movies, but specifically "While Sleeping With The Enemy", except that we weren't sleeping together or anything close...I think he has potential to be just like the "husband" in that movie.
So, to get down to it, I finally had enough of his bullshit and just asked him if he planned to continue helping me or not even though I do NOT return his "feelings"......he said "NO" and probably stomped his feet while doing so like the drama king that he is....so I SHOULD be upset, right? It actually relieved me!! WTF???
So, I will begin advertising again and offering the same GFE services as before, along with the FBSM sessions, and may decide to change it up again later but have actually been bored and actually NOT getting any.....................lol.
So, I'm back, boys! ;)
Kisses,
Sarah |
