So, I made it thru Christmas, AND I found my chocolate lab, Jake! He was missing for almost 2 weeks...just funny how I didn't even THINK to call his old vet...called everywhere else, checked shelters, etc. He was there since the day he left me...little turd...but I think he was just as happy to see me as I was to see him! He's such a sweetie...he's gotten really fat, though, so I need to walk him...and me, and THAT will be ONE of my New Year's resolutions! Poor BIG boy..... My Jack Russell didn't seem as happy that he was back...she was probably thinking, "Dammit, she actually found him...now I can't have as much attention....asshole..." I DID note an extra "spunk" about her while he was gone, which just tells me that I need to share the attention more evenly. I don't mean to give him more, but he is just a lot bigger and always gets in the middle.
Anyway, that made me happy to get him home again. The vet bill for his boarding was steep...felt like I had to get him "out of hock" (stole that from a friend), but it could have been worse!
So, I had a shitty ass year and am planning to make this one MUCH better! I'm talking stop fucking whining about my weight and freaking actually take some action. It's not like the fitness fairy is going to do it for me...so what the hell am I waiting for?? I bought this Wu-Yi tea stuff awhile back because I saw that Oprah supported it and thought that I just HAD to have it...ordered it impulsively....got it...STILL haven't used it. So, I'm going to start that, too, on January 1. What else?? I'm going to stop fucking trying to take care of everyone else and TAKE CARE OF ME! I'm also going to repay some loans that I should have already taken care of...some were expected to be paid back, while others weren't, but I'm going to take each one and take care of it. Ummmm....this is a lot to bite off right now, AND I'm getting bored with the topic itself so will come back later with more...maybe!
Happy New Year everyone...be safe...be happy...and be true to yourself!
Kisses,
Sarah
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