Wow, as usual, it does NOT seem like Christmas time! I have memories of when I was a child...being so excited about Santa Claus coming and fighting going to sleep...waking up when it was still dark (despite the fact that I have NEVER been a morning person) and tearing into the presents. That's definitely one of the things that my mom always did right. We always had the best Christmas' while I was growing up. Things started to change as I got older (like they do for everyone, of course) but always knew the "routine" of decorating, family visits, meals, etc. You don't appreciate the small things like that until you miss out on them for awhile.
I was invited home last year for the first time in about five years and realized how appreciative I was of the smallest things...Christmas trees, smells coming from the kitchen, even the family members bickering. ;) I remember telling my sister that last year and noticing the odd look on her face...one of surprise, awkwardness, and maybe a little sadness. I made a point to cherish every moment with my nieces, one of which I had met for the first time at 8 months old. I was so grateful and touched to be a part of what once was just "tradition" that was taken for granted.
So, I'll be alone again this year but wanted to share that NOT to get sympathy but maybe to remind anyone who doesn't realize how truly lucky they are to be surrounded by family at this time of the year to maybe take a moment, be grateful, and share your love as you never know if/when you will no longer have it!
Merry Christmas to everyone, and May God Bless You All!!
Sarah
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